I can’t really tell what I really feel about you right now. It’s love covered with dirty mud - which contains anger and sadness all over. I am getting tired, I guess. But still, I dare to say that I miss you. Silently whispering that I still need you and desperately hoping that we’ll be okay again, someday.
I can’t even try to comprehend the things that are happening to me right now. Disheveled wardrobe, but beautiful clothes. Messy hair but I have a fancy hair brush. Good and gorgeous friends but unpredictable love affairs. But among them all, what’s the real deal in our lives?
More likely, still unpredictable, I guess. You know, with all the wants, needs, loves, and hates, I can’t find that right moment. That right term for what I’ve been going through right now. Oh well, I’ll just leave it like that. :P
But like what my picture says, only tough people lasts, I wanna be one of those tough people. :)
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Partly, it was suppose to be a sit down, relax, enjoy reunion. Well, that’s what I expected after not seeing them for months and months now. We went there, almost not allowed to go in because I looked younger than my real age. HAHA. I was fuming with anger, my brat senses came off. But luckily, they let me in.
But to make the story a little shorter than usual, I got drunk, they got drunk, we got drunk. And I came crashing to the bar beside the real bar we were hanging out. :| It was a complete humiliation! :| I swear, I started talking non-sense and ended up crying. Which I didn’t remember. But still, the typical, drunk girl you usually see around. The mad one, I guess. Fortunately, my brother was there to help me and some couple of friends who weren’t drunk that night. Hahaha.
It was a hell night, goodness. Yeah, the one we drank, it was called “HELL.”
And it pretty much brought us there. :P
You told me that I’m beautiful. =) And it was worth it, hearing it from you.
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I wanna make a cover of this so bad. :’(
